So, erm, this week is screwed up.
This girl Robynn, who was kind of
my friend killed herself monday
night. Everybody at school is real
depressed. Especially Sierra, David,
and Spencer. I had math with her and
yesterday, class was really awkward.
Counselors were there and everybody
was, is, crying. It really sucks. Even
our science teacher who never shows
emotion was crying. I don't know what
the rest of the week is gonna be like.
It makes no sense. We all miss her.

On a brighter note though, I'm going
to warped tour concert on June 20!!!
I almost got to go to a Graves concert,
but my parents won't let me. Oh well.

So, I haven't made a journal type thing in a while. Nothing really super important or exciting has happened. Except, I'm in love!! I got to hang out with him on Friday, and I thought I was going to burst. He is soo... good looking, and funny, and sweet, and good looking! He also happens to be like two years older than me, but I don't care. He barely knows I exist, but I hope that changes. And, *drumroll* I gots a new camera!! Apparently, the peoples at polaroid couldn't fix mine so they just sent me a new one! I had a total photo spaz attack. I should be putting up new deviations soon, but I have other things to worry about too. I am getting a C in math right now, and my elective isn't looking to hot either. Luckily, Brady hasn't been to school for like two weeks. However, I started writing again, I stopped in second trimester to focus on school, but I am at it again. As you can see from my latest deviation. That one was kinda lame and old-ish, but I thought it was kinda cute and would be a good start to my comeback. My birthday is also in like one week and I'm very excited! Plus, May will be full of Bar and Bat Mitzvahs! Should be fun. Ooooooh, and Pesach is here! No bread, which is bad, but also no hebrew school and lots of good food. Just a "little" update on what is going on. Btw, my birthday is April 29th in case anyone cares!

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Howdy folks! My life has been good since the last journal I wrote, which was in February. I am so excited cause my birthday is in less than a month! YAY!!!!! I think I am going to do either cosmic bowling or... something else. I don't yet. I spent practically all of yesterday watchiong movies. I watched Donnie Darko, Underworld, Underworld Evolution (bad movie), Le'enfant, Naked Lunch (weirdest movie ever), and Harry Potter 3-5. I had a kick ass St. Patrick's Day!!! Had a paint war at hebrew school. Long story put short: it was mitzvah day, couldn't leave campus so we were forced to paint curbs, no adults, had a paint war. Purim was also tons of fun, but the carnival lacked the usual bazang.

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That is what my dream car says. It is amazing. It hapens to be a black Toranado from the movie "The Dark Half" which a total people of 3 have seen. It's based on a Stephen king book. I hope to someday drive a car exactly like it, even though the closest I will ever come to driving any car is if I steal one. It is a vair cool car, a little fucked up, but cool. I was hysterical to hear that me dearest mum had actually owned one before she wreked it. Good thing I still had Queen of the Damned. It's a horrid movie, but it keeps my mind off the fact that i came vair close to driving a tornado rather than a van. Fuck.

Yeah, i am not actually going to write a story about how Waldo fucked me up in a journal. Maybe some other time, and i will definately put it up... somewhere. So, i have a lack of sleep going on right now. i used to get at least an hour of sleep, now i just can't sleep at all. Life is soooo cruel. boohoo. i might cry. mostly because my friend threatened to stalk me. like i wouldn't know it was him. he can be quite the fuck face if he doesn't try. and if you are wondering, yes Waldo actually did FUCKING FCK me up!!!!! so bye bye Nora, your beauty will never fade. I could have danced on the sun, but my world came undone!